Wednesday, January 14, 2009

quick update

BABY IT IS COLD OUTSIDE & ONLY GONNA GET WORSE THE NEXT COUPLE OF DAYS!!! HOPE EVERYONE MANAGES TO BEABLE TO STAY INSIDE & KEEP WARM. KRYSTAL HAD HER APPT. WITH DR. UMA YESTERDAY, HE INCREASED THE SEIZURE MEDS & ALSO BELIEVES IT COULD BE HER HEART TOO, SO NEXT STEP IS TO SEE THE CARDIOLOGIST....I PRAY SOMEONE FINDS OUT ANSWERS SOMEWHERE SO THIS POOR CHILD CAN HAVE A NORMAL LIFE. MY MOMS' EYE IS GETTING WORSE, SHE HAS LOST MOST SIGHT IN IT, I FEEL SO HELPLESS...CAN'T HELP MYSELF TO ANY RELIEF FROM THE DAILY PAIN, CAN'T HELP MY BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER OR MY MOM.....SOMETHING HAS GOT TO GIVE SOMEWHERE. I AM STILL TRYING TO KEEP WITH MY GOAL OF FINDING A POSITIVE IN EVERYDAY & HAVE BEEN TRYING TO KEEP A DAILY JOURNAL TO VENT, WRITE ABOUT THE GOOD & BADS OF EVERYDAY...GRANTED I'VE MISSED A FEW DAYS, BUT I'LL KEEP AT IT.
ZAC STARTED HIS RIFLE TEAM WITH JROTC TONIGHT, SO HE'S EXCITED ABOUT THAT. I'M HAPPY HE IS FINALLY INVOLVED IN SOMETHING FOR HIM. HE HAS TURNED INTO SUCH A WONDERFUL YOUNG MAN THIS YEAR, ALWAYS TRYING TO HELP HIS MAMA & DOING MANLY THINGS AROUND HERE & FOR HIS GRAMMIE THAT WE CAN'T DO. TIM BEING GONE SO MUCH DOESN'T LEAVE HIM MUCH TIME FOR ALL THE HONEY DO THINGS & I TRY NOT TO BURDEN HIM MUCH ONCE HE GETS HOME AFTER A VERY VERY LONG & STRESSFUL DAY AT WORK. HAVE A GREAT DAY & KEEP WARM!

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