Thursday, October 30, 2008

update

IT HAS BEEN A LONG COUPLE DAYS!! WEDNESDAY HAD TO BE IN DARTMOUTH WITH KRYSTAL AT 12 TO GET HOOKED UP FOR A 24HR EEG.(SHE LOOKED REALLY CUTE..27 WIRES COMING OUT OF HER HEAD & HAIR WAS EVERYWHERE!!!) OF COURSE IT'S A TWO HOUR DRIVE, BUT WE LEFT A LITTLE EARLIER WITH THE SNOW WE WERE GETTING.ON OUR WAY HOME WE HIT SNOW & FREEZING RAIN!!! GOT HOME JUST IN TIME FOR THE OTHER TWO TO GET HOME FROM SCHOOL, WATCHED BABY MAMA WHICH WAS A REALLY FUNNY MOVIE, ATE DINNER, RETURNED THE MOVIE CAME HOME & VEGGED. BACK UP EARLY THIS MORNING TO BE BACK ON THE ROAD FOR 8 AM TO HEAD BACK TO DARTMOUTH TO HAVE THE APPERATIS TAKEN OFF HER HEAD. MY MOM RODE WITH US TODAY, SO AFTER WE LEFT THE HOSPITAL WE STOPPED AT P & H TRUCKSTOP FOR SOME YUMMY LUNCH & OF COURSE WE HAD TO HAVE DESSERT....REESE PEANUTBUTTER PIE...YUMMO!! TONIGHT MAKING SPAGHETTI & MEATBALLS FOR DINNER & CARVING PUMPKINS WITH KRYSTALS BOYFRIEND RAY. CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW...NOTHING ON THE SCHEDUAL!!! IT'S BEEN A LONG WEEK, WITH ALL THE TRIPS, ME IN PAIN & FIGHTING MAJOR DEPRESSION...TRYING TO SNAP OUT OF IT...I'M ACTUALLY GIVING MYSELF A NEW CHALLENGE...KEEPING A JOURNAL & MAKING SURE I FIND SOMETHING POSITIVE IN EVERY DAY. SOME OF YOU MAY BE SAYING WHAT'S SO HARD WITH THIS, BUT HAVING SO MANY NEGATIVES FIGHTING AGAINST US RIGHT NOW & ME FEELING REALLY USELESS WITH THE DISABILITIES IT IS A TRUE CHALLENGE!!! GOING TO MAKE SURE I TAKE PICS & WORK ON ART AS PART OF MY THEREPY...THE TWO THINGS THAT REALLY MAKE ME HAPPY!

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