HOT HOT HOT!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally summer has hit us & I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Course would be almost perfect if I was laying on the beach or lake (like my kiddo's & brother)....yup the babies are away with there uncle for a few days they all left Sunday morning & will be home late tomorrow night. Sooooo what is it I do while everyone is gone.....ALOT of R&R, watchin pointless tv & a few good movies, sip on Crush strawberry & grape soda, go out to eat with Tim, do a little laundry, text, finally download tons of photos from my CF card onto my laptop & go through them (whew had over 2000 pics sittin on there). Enjoy the AC with my pups, keep looking at Krystals senior picture thinking how beautiful she is & how I cannot believe she is going to be 18 in a few weeks & a senior in HS....think about all the things I wish I would of done before this day with her...just goes to show how precious time is & how quickly it goes. Though I can no longer be the person I once was out running around playing with my kids, going bowling, riding go-carts, water slides, etc all the things I loved doing before I still cherish the moments I can watch them enjoying all the things I took for granted that I would always beable to do with them. Sometimes I smile just watching them grow & having fun, many times I cry or get angry with the fact I can't do things....it's a fight everyday not to slip into a deep depression, but I am thankful I am still alive & I can still watch my children grow & become wonderful young adults.
Enjoy this FANTABULOUS weather.....I know I am.....beautiful glowing sun filled with sunny memories that have been made.....LIVE LAUGH & LOVE

gettin better....

We finally had a few nice days of summer....of course not one day gone by without hearing "chance of showers" in the weather forcast. Owell. Finally we have a couple cukes growning, tomato plants look good but not much happening. Tonight Krystal has her senior photo shoot...god I can't believe our little girl is going to be a senior this year so sad!! I am excited that I got the photographer that I really wanted at Defining light studio, Jamie is an amazing photographer. The kiddo's & I went to pick blueberrys' for about 15 min the other nite, pickin out recipes to make throughout the weekend (mainly them cooking & I will supervise) Zac wants blueberry pie & then a request for muffins & coffee cake...so we'll see. Last weekend was nice & relaxing went out to eat with my dad friday night, Sat night hung out with mom & allen....Sunday hung out with hubby....thank you all for keeping my spirits up as much as they can be....getting a little closer to making a huge annocement..just gotta make sure the timing is right & don't jinx us by announcing to early....enjoy your weekend....I believe the "boys" will be golfing...seems to be a weekly thing for Tim & Zac man...great bonding time & the stories are great when they get home. The girls & I will probably sit next to the fire (he bought me a fire pit I've been wanting) telling stories....